It might be a tough Word, but yet the one that I found, to describe what is known as the feeling of seeing pieces of someone leaving on a speed train that goes on a supposedly one way track. What is worse is that perhaps that track will never turn around and deliver the pieces that went away on the train. The person who loses those pieces will never be seen as the same one because we never know what went along on that train and what didn’t. All we have to do is to learn how to be a friend of that new version of someone and most of the times try to ignore it and act as that train has never passed by our stations.
Because we live on a world full of expectations, believes and theories we need to knowledge that there might be someone expecting to hear words from us that might be lost in our mouth, expecting to get something from us that we don’t even know that we have for us or to give, expecting to always see a smile on our face like we should have a smiley face like Joker when in reality that are not the shapes of our personality.
People are complicated to understand but if we lose faith on people and give up trying to believe them or understand them then all the rest gets complicated and that would lead to an inside chaos situation.